pack up your shit, kids

there is no way I am going to pass precalc this year. fml, etc

I have a sore throat and can't talk. I feel like balls. also, I'm fucking tired as shit and have been since 9:00. fuck school, srsly. maybe I'll get strep throat and won't have to go. I'll just stick to crackers and tea. it will be great.

picktheperp.com
dontevenreply.com
futureme.org
whythefuckdoyouhaveakid.com
awkwardfamilyphotos.com
notalwaysright.com
textsfromlastnight.com
fuckyeahfacts.tumblr.com

is it sad that when seeing the pseudo-acronym "FB" when referencing football, I immediately think of Facebook? I don't even have one!

I made a bucket list. it's filled with gooey fairy tale typical events that may not have the slightest possibility of happening, but I'm happy with it.

last night, I watched Atonement. it was so good that I might even read the book.

now that I have successfully used "sad" and "happy" in the same entry, I'll be on my way.

Well, I'm not really sure where the last 3 hours have gone. Basically, it went like this: yahoo > trying to sign up for something > old email account > xanga > quizilla. Not exactly my idea of a fun time at two in the morning, but it works.
I should really start trying to update my journal a little more. I'm sure no one will read it, but in hindsight, it will probably be good for me. Blah blah let out my emotions etc. Hell, it might even tempt me to improve my vocabulary. Probably not, but it's a nice thought.

Speaking of vocabulary, my mom propositioned me with the option of taking the SATs in October. HELL TO THE NO. I am absolutely 100% not prepared for that shit. I know that I need to take it eventually, yes, but not so soon! It doesn't help that I have no idea where I want to go to college. I'm just going to ignore that whole process until someone gets up my ass about it. I really don't want to go to community college. I honestly feel that if I do that my high school career will be null. I've been working my ass off trying to impress everyone and I don't want to just throw it all away when I apply to a shitty community college. I feel so elitist saying this but I think that I have so much more potential than that.

On the other hand, I have no idea what I'm going to do when I get to college! Like what classes I'm going to take or even where the fuck I'm going to live. I have deep hatrid for those who come out of the womb knowing what they're going to do with their lives. Hate upon hate upon hate. I am drawing blanks when it comes to a career. I have an idea of what I don't want to do, but even that list isn't long. It includes professions such as working in the medical field. That shit takes too long and I am, personally, not too fond of the needle variation. As nerdy as it sounds, math is my favorite subject. You can never be wrong if you do the process correctly! History has a lot of black holes in it and science will never make sense to me. English is a pile of shit and I will forever despise it. There are an assload of other options but they don't give me enough time to decide. It's like you have two classes a year for four years to fill in the gap, one of which is taken by a language. That leaves four classes within the entire duration of high school. I only have two years left! Next year is the offical year to start going through and picking out schools. Conclusion: shit

I voted at the beginning of the summer that I would start doing shit* in August. TOMORROW IS AUGUST. jesus christ I am so fucked.
* = getting a job, excersizing, (3) summer assignments

(516): Last night i was gna tell u about how i was watching project runway & how i was upset bc they replaced tim gunn & heidi klum. but then i realized that i was watching mythbusters.

I- I don't even know

oh my god I am bored put of my fucking mind. I really need to find a job or something, just so I won't be sitting around doing nothing all the time.

yesterday I went to my step-cousin's graduation party. I cannot dance and had no fun. maybe when I get a job I will have an excuse not to go to social events.

I just ordered the first season of arrested devolepment on netflix. I am excited. also, alex locked himself out of the car at the gas station this morning. dumb bitch.

my parents are home from the derby! I am such a pussy when it comes to staying home alone for prolonged periods.

When I was 12, I remember wanting to be 15 because I guess everyone else was. well, now that I am ~16~, I realize that I haven't missed much. at least it wasn't an extremely shitty year, though. now I just need a boyfriend -___-

last night, I slept for 11 hours. I wish I had fucking youtube on these computers.

I GOT MY PERMIT WOOOOOOOOO

I have so much fucking homework, shit
and I'm too mad at my mom to pay attention to do any of it

holy balls batman, is it spring break yet?

fuck yeah, obama is president! lmv, bush!

I JUST REGURGITATED TWO WHOLE PEAS. THAT WAS AWESOME.

Good news! The disc was found. So now all I have to do is load everyhing back on my computer. Larry tried to salvage my music on my tiny flash drive but he said he didn't get it all. I'm kind of upset that I lost all of my pictures and documents that I had written and all that but I'm just glad that my computer won't turn on me and put profane~ pictures on my desktop again. So I'm going to try and avoid all of that work and see how long it will take me to actually go back and reload everything back on.

Oh and during the hunt, the CD to restore my laptop was found. I'm vaguely thinking about using it but I don't know if I will actually in turn use the thing at all. Maybe I'll load it tomorrow before Gossip Girl comes on hurr hurr

My computer is fried and I can't find the discs to restore it. My parents also think I look up raunchy porn in my spare time since the virus decided to put websites in my history. I think I need some advil.

lol I just tried one of those i-doser things and I am laughing so hard rn, oh lawd

Re: Gossip Girl

WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK AWHAT THE FUCK WAHAT THE FCUK WHAT THE FUCK